Mind Games

Posted: October 10, 2010 in October
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I can only keep thinking about what I’ve done wrong. this is all my fault though. I need to just be use to being alone and realize that every time I try to make something work I ruin it. I’ve always ruined it. I know this. I’ve always known it…My mind keep tells me just to focus on my education and build up my career, but that’s not the only thing I want anymore. I know I won’t sleep well tonight. I know it’s truly a waste of time to even try to climb into bed right now. I know I’d be wasting time just lying there waiting for dawn. It just too cold now. Inside and out, through and through. Empty, hollow aches in my chest and memories as nightmares are all that I’ll get tonight…

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