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I Have No Life

Posted: May 27, 2011 in May
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Well this isn’t exactly what I would consider a bad thing. I mean sure my day consists of doing really nothing, my accomplishment usually is getting dressed and then progresses into seeing how long I stay that way. It’s been only my cousin and I for almost two days. We both don’t talk much so it’s been rather quiet. I do enjoy the time to myself, but at times like this I am so bored out of my mind that I just want to go back to sleep. I’ve been living on instant oatmeal, popcorn, ramen and mountain dew for so long I am amazed I even wake up anymore.

I am doing chores for my aunt and uncle at the moment. They have two beautiful Dalmatians. I’ll admit I can’t remember the male’s name, Cota or something like that, but the female Abby is so cute. I pet her and it amazes me how soft her fur is. The male, I’ve been calling him Buddy since I can’t remember his name, is cautious of me, but he too is very cute. His fur isn’t as soft as Abby’s but it’s very close. Abby is an escape artist so I have to watch her closely. And then there are the chickens. I don’t like chickens. It’s not that I am scared of them, I just don’t like them. Maybe it’s the nonstop crowing they do. It will be 2 a.m. and you can hear them crowing. I hate chickens.

It sometimes amazes me how little me and my cousin speak. I think it’s because before I moved here I met him maybe once. He’s my aunt’s son from a former marriage so I am still getting to know her and him. I know her better just because I actually see her from time to time. My cousin works the night shift, so when he’s not working he’s sleeping. I thought before my aunt and uncle left I had made some leeway with my cousin. We seemed to be getting along good. We talked occasionally even. But now no one needs to worry about a party. We’re both much to quiet for that. But my roommate gets back sometime tomorrow so that could change. To be honest I am enjoying having the room to myself. It’s quiet, dark and I can do whatever I like and dress however I like. Sometimes walking around in practically nothing isn’t acceptable, but when one is alone does it really matter?

Spam

Posted: May 25, 2011 in May
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I randomly logged on today and found a spam comment. It made me laugh. This is what it said,

“The next time I read a blog, I hope that it doesnt disappoint me as much as this one. I mean, I know it was my choice to read, but I actually thought youd have something interesting to say. All I hear is a bunch of whining about something that you could fix if you werent too busy looking for attention.”    -Alegro.pl

Well Alegro.pl, even with your terrible grammar skills I didn’t really take this to heart. But in response all I have to say is Fuck you. (: Have a nice day, because I know I will. Because I have an amazing person in my life that loves me and I know he does. So Fuck off. Sorry for the language everyone.

6 Months by Hey Monday

Posted: May 24, 2011 in May
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You’re the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can’t go on you tell me to go
And it’s like I can’t feel a thing without you around
And don’t mind me if I get weak in the knees
Cause you have that effect on me
You do
Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can’t think straight
But I’m okay
And I can’t think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you
Months going strong now and no goodbye
Unconditional
Unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me
I love you harder so
Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can’t think straight
But I’m okay
And I can’t think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you
So please give me your hand
So please give me a lesson on how to steal
Steal the heart
As fast as you stole mine
As you stole mine yeah
Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss I can’t think straight
But I’m okay
And I can’t think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you
So please give me your hand
So please just take my hand.

Moving Out

Posted: May 23, 2011 in May
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I am officially moved out. Burning some incense finally. The first one was in honor of mom. Found some of the old stuff that she used to burn. Next with be the new incense she got me from Bisbee. Finally feeling like I am home.

I went home for the last time this weekend. I probably won’t be back for a very long time if at all. Anything of value to me or that is mine is with me and mostly likely going to be living in my car for a while…But I am free now.


  1. When I know something is wrong, but I am not sure what is wrong or I don’t know exactly how to fix it I like to listen to The Dave Matthews Band.                                                  
  2. I also like to Dave Matthews when I miss my mom. She listens to him a lot and it brings back memories.       
  3. I am spontaneous, but I will occasionally look before I jump.                                                        
  4. I am really good with sensory details and terrible with names. If you want me to remember something usually saying something like the blonde guy or the car that smelled like peppermint is better than Jared or the Toyota.                                                                                                                
  5. I love to cook.                                                             
  6. I want a lime green Chevy Camaro someday.                                                                       

Pictures from Google Images.

Sound of Settling

Posted: May 13, 2011 in May
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Well I am moved. I’ve been so very stressed. I am exhausted. I am still catching up on sleep. I’ll be happy when everything’s just relaxed again. I am just so excited to just have a routine again.

College Worries

Posted: May 11, 2011 in May
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I truly despise moving. I’ve never really moved big time in my life, but coming and going from college. But I hate it. I think right now it’s just the oh my god I am not coming back feeling I have right now. And the oh god how am I going to survive the summer with no job. I had an interview but they decided not to hire me. If something comes open they will, but until then I don’t know…