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I am a terrible thing

Posted: September 29, 2010 in September
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I shouldn’t do this to this poor guy. Not right now. I shouldn’t be trying to get him to like me when he loved her and now there’s nothing for him. I am a terrible thing. All I can think about is how I want this, but not what he wants. I am terrible. I don’t deserve this poor guy. I might as well kick him while he’s down…


Ok so I saw how someone read my old post about how I read a blog talking about the top five people who would beat them up in heaven (link at bottom! :D) and I want to make my own list. Ok so here goes…(again)

1. I think the first person would be…my kindergarten teacher. I bit her…what can I say she got me really mad.

2. Um…my first boyfriend. I broke up with him in an email…I felt really bad after that…

3. My first boss. McDonald’s Manager Indra…She hated me. I couldn’t get so I could take orders efficiently…

4. My first semi date thing in college. I am sure he hates me now…He was weird…

5. The first guy to ask me to ummm…how do I put this delicately…have oral sex with him. Yeah he was disappointed. He was disappointing…Yeah…

http://johnshore.com/2010/03/03/the-five-people-wholl-beat-me-up-in-heaven/


Is this what people really want in photos? I think it looks cool, but if I am going to be a photographer I want people to like my photos because they are originally good…

A Quick Question

Posted: September 27, 2010 in September
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When you’re taking a photography class do you think being taught how to use Photoshop rather than to just take good pictures in the first place is like cheating?

It’s done

Posted: September 27, 2010 in September
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It’s done. I suppose we’re both no more in each other’s phones. I hate it but I am done…

Hmmmmm….

Posted: September 26, 2010 in September
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I must be like a little hyper active dog or something. I so excited over the smallest things. I get a text from a guy I like and I just…lose it. I get so happy and hyper that I am just…high. I wish it were like that for him too…I don’t think he even wants to tolerate me anymore. I am that stupid little dog that won’t stop whining for you to play with it because you showed it a little attention. The worse part is that I know this! And I can’t make myself stop…I am such a spaz…

Go Away…

Posted: September 26, 2010 in September
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I haven’t been sleeping well lately. I keep dreaming about…the past. I see their faces and remember old conversations. I wish it’d just go away. I thought I was over the old dreams. Old flames, old boyfriend, old cheater; all of you just go away! Please. I don’t want to be reminded anymore…