Posts Tagged ‘Home’

I Have No Life

Posted: May 27, 2011 in May
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Well this isn’t exactly what I would consider a bad thing. I mean sure my day consists of doing really nothing, my accomplishment usually is getting dressed and then progresses into seeing how long I stay that way. It’s been only my cousin and I for almost two days. We both don’t talk much so it’s been rather quiet. I do enjoy the time to myself, but at times like this I am so bored out of my mind that I just want to go back to sleep. I’ve been living on instant oatmeal, popcorn, ramen and mountain dew for so long I am amazed I even wake up anymore.

I am doing chores for my aunt and uncle at the moment. They have two beautiful Dalmatians. I’ll admit I can’t remember the male’s name, Cota or something like that, but the female Abby is so cute. I pet her and it amazes me how soft her fur is. The male, I’ve been calling him Buddy since I can’t remember his name, is cautious of me, but he too is very cute. His fur isn’t as soft as Abby’s but it’s very close. Abby is an escape artist so I have to watch her closely. And then there are the chickens. I don’t like chickens. It’s not that I am scared of them, I just don’t like them. Maybe it’s the nonstop crowing they do. It will be 2 a.m. and you can hear them crowing. I hate chickens.

It sometimes amazes me how little me and my cousin speak. I think it’s because before I moved here I met him maybe once. He’s my aunt’s son from a former marriage so I am still getting to know her and him. I know her better just because I actually see her from time to time. My cousin works the night shift, so when he’s not working he’s sleeping. I thought before my aunt and uncle left I had made some leeway with my cousin. We seemed to be getting along good. We talked occasionally even. But now no one needs to worry about a party. We’re both much to quiet for that. But my roommate gets back sometime tomorrow so that could change. To be honest I am enjoying having the room to myself. It’s quiet, dark and I can do whatever I like and dress however I like. Sometimes walking around in practically nothing isn’t acceptable, but when one is alone does it really matter?

Moving Out

Posted: May 23, 2011 in May
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I am officially moved out. Burning some incense finally. The first one was in honor of mom. Found some of the old stuff that she used to burn. Next with be the new incense she got me from Bisbee. Finally feeling like I am home.

I went home for the last time this weekend. I probably won’t be back for a very long time if at all. Anything of value to me or that is mine is with me and mostly likely going to be living in my car for a while…But I am free now.

Absolute

Posted: March 22, 2011 in March
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I heard tonight a lady say to a small crowd that in the church you have an instant set of friends when you move somewhere else. I don’t think so…That’s not absolutely true. Sorry Dane Cook flashback. “They’re not absolutely free!” No matter where you go people always are slow to get to knowing you. There is nothing like where you’re from. Sure sometimes there are things you don’t want to remember, but it’s better to have friends than be considered a freak…

Home…

Posted: December 12, 2010 in December
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I don’t know what bugs me the most about going home but sometimes I just can’t stand it. I think it’s the fact that I just don’t see eye to eye with my father. Yes I miss him some of the time at college, but I just can’t stay in the same place for too long. Honestly the only reason I came home was to see old friends, but being home I’ve honestly lost the want for home. The only way I’ll survive this weekend and the up coming Christmas break is if I am never home and out with my friends.

I am home five minutes and we’re already fighting and I am getting lectures on how money is tight. God, I wish a friend would call and just save me…I miss that one certain friend. Usually we’ve talked by now, but I am going low tech this weekend…

Going Home

Posted: December 8, 2010 in December
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Even though after next week it will be Christmas break I am going home this weekend. And I am so freaking excited! On Monday I thought about going home just because I was in a depression mood. Tuesday however brought a new mood and new reasons. My roommate has strep throat and I am not sleeping in our room anymore until she’s better. I am going home because of that and also there’s so much drama here I need to escape for a little while. Plus hopefully I’ll see a certain someone that I’ve missed so much. Oh my god I can barely breath!

Pictures of Home

Posted: October 26, 2010 in October
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Yeah, I am a terrible person. I took pictures while driving.

I thought the clouds looked really cool.

Closer to home this time. I didn't take pictures for like 75 miles or so...

Surprisingly my home valley, as I'll call it, looks amazing in fall time.

I missed the rolling hills and mountains.

It's been raining so you can see the dirt and stuff on the window, but the clouds still look cool.

I always get at least 2 of the same shot, just in case...

Yes, home again.

And now I am flooded with childhood memories.


[Her:]

Alabama, Arkansas,

I do love my ma and pa,

Not the way that I do love you.

[Him:]

Holy, Moley, me, oh my,

You’re the apple of my eye,

Girl I’ve never loved one like you.

[Her:]

Man oh man you’re my best friend,

I scream it to the nothingness,

There ain’t nothing that I need.

[Him:]

Well, hot and heavy, pumpkin pie,

Chocolate candy, Jesus Christ,

Ain’t nothing please me more than you.

[Both:]

Ahh Home. Let me come home.

Home is wherever I’m with you.

Ahh Home. Let me come ho-oh-home.

Home is wherever I’m with you.

La, la, la, la, take me home.

Mother, I’m coming home.

[Him:]

I’ll follow you into the park,

Through the jungle through the dark,

Girl I never love one like you.

[Her:]

Moats and boats and waterfalls,

Alley-ways and pay phone calls,

I’ve been everywhere with you.

[Him:]

We laugh until we think we’ll die,

Barefoot on a summer night

Nothin’ new is sweeter than you.

[Her:]

And in the streets you run afree,

Like it’s only you and me,

Geeze, you’re something to see.

[Both:]

Ahh Home. Let me come home.

Home is wherever I’m with you.

Ahh Home. Let me come ho-oh-home.

Home is wherever I’m with you.

La, la, la, la, take me home.

Daddy, I’m coming home.

(Talking)

Him: Jade.

Her: Alexander.

Him: Do you remember that day you fell outta my window?

Her: I sure do, you came jumping out after me.

Him: Well, you fell on the concrete, nearly broke your ass, you

Were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you out to the

Hospital, you remember that?

Her: Yes I do.

Him:  Well there’s something I never told you about that night.

Her: What didn’t you tell me?

Him: While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette

You thought was gonna be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in

Love with you, and I never told you until now.

[Both:]

Ahh Home. Let me come home.

Home is wherever I’m with you.

Ahh Home. Let me come ho-oh-home.

Home is wherever I’m alone with you.

[Him:]

Home. Let me come home.

Home is wherever I’m with you.

[Her:]

Ahh Home. Let me come ho-oh-home.

Home is wherever I’m alone with you.

[Her:]

Alabama, Arkansas,

I do love my ma and pa…

Moats and boats and waterfalls,

Ally-ways and pay phone calls…

[Both:]

Ahh Home. Let me come home.

Home is wherever I’m with you.

Ahh Home. Let me come ho-oh-home.

Home is wherever I’m alone with you.